Thursday, September 11, 2008

Confused..Jeez..

Today was a pretty boring day..But towards the end of school..2 boys in my class had a minor fight..Which of course I reported to a discipline teacher..And they hate me for that..Because I treated it like a big thing..Oh for crying out loud!I'm doing my duty people!Anyways..It ended nicely..Hahax..Now I'm trying to figure out why people like to steal things(including people)..Ain't it odd..Why can't you just ask for it(including people)..Oh crap..People stealing things(including people) happens often to me nowadays..It's so SAD..I'm not blaming anyone..But asking for something is more polite right?


People!By asking..You can decrease the risk of someone having a heartbreak..I'm also trying real hard to stop breaking people's hearts..Do I break people's heart?Maybe..I can't seem to remember..

Right now..I'm trying to get an inspiration for my PSV painting..It's so frustrating..

Ok..I have a quote from Byron..It goes like this.
"I liv'd, I lov'd, I quaff'd like thee..
I die: let earth my bones resign..
Fill up, thou canst not injure me..
The worm hath fouler lips than thine.."

So literally he's talking about his lover..About how she broke his heart..

Ooooh..EMO!!!

Fasting today was really tiring..It's amazing how 1 day of fasting can be so different than the others..An yet you think we'd get used to it..Actually,We NEVER get used to it..

That's all for today..
I'll update again tomorrow..
Insyaallah..



Ciaozzzz...

Forgetting the past..

My family despise him..My close friends hates him..But I used to love him..And I still do..That's something I'm not lying about..His name is F..F and I used to be very close..He was the one I loved..He's the one who made my day..He was the cherry on a my sundae..But that's all in the past..I still can't get over him..Though he hurt my feelings a million times..I stayed with him..Until that one particular day..


It started when I was in school in the morning..I was so angry at him that I decided to just break up with him..I thought in my mind that I wanted a clean break up..But in the end I slapped him anyways..I regreted that..But later in that same day..I found out he was cheating on me..I felt so happy that I slapped him..Because I know that if I didn't..I'd probably never get another chance to do so..I don't think that he really even loved me..I think it was a joke..He didn't truly care..Cause' all he did was hurt my feelings..

But now..Thanks to the support from my family and friends(thanks very much!)..


I'm finally starting to forget the past...Thanks guys..Couldn't have done it without you!!!!!I love you guys so much...

welcome note..

Hey everyone..I hope this blog lets you understand me more..As I'm gonna post all my stories in this blog..I'll try to post it everyday..Hope you guys enjoy it!